Last week was rough. It was so bad that I told my family and friends I was protesting God. I paused on all of my regular rituals that usually keep me afloat. I had no more fucks to give.
Today, I’m on the other side of things. I’m still feeling a bit raw, but also filled with much more grace. I took some space from what was bringing me stress, and in the process, was able to get present with the people and things in my life that bring me joy.
Through navigating my disappointment and sadness, I realized that what was bothering me the most were the intuitive messages I had been receiving that I didn’t want to hear. It’s true; when our intuition tells us something we don’t want to acknowledge, we’ll ignore it, and I was defiantly not paying attention.
What’s funny, however, is the irony of this; I was protesting the very Source of my intuition. Goddess was giving me all kinds of information, but *this* Leo didn’t want to listen! I was going to move forward with my plans even while the messages were clear that I couldn’t.
In hindsight, I think this was my “welcome to 2020” moment. This year has been awash for so many, and in so many different ways. But at the same time, I would argue that we’ve all gained something out of the madness – what my Virgo friend referred to as bullshit and magic If you can’t see what’s been gained, it may be a matter of reframing what currently is.
Yes, there is so much out of our control, which sucks and feels like total bullshit. However, my inner self knows what is true, and has been trying to help me stay on a true path. My intuition has grown stronger in the pandemic, leading me in the right direction – the best direction. I have become more trusting of myself, and that (for me, anyway) is something magical.
What can be reframed, redefined and reassessed in your own life as we move through the rest of this historic year? What messages from your intuition are you ignoring, if any? What nuggets of magic can you identify in the midst of the bullshit that is 2020? Things may not be a total wash after all.
Check your horoscopes below to see what’s in store for this week ahead, and don’t forget to read for your Ascendant sign too.
Through navigating my disappointment and sadness, I realized that what was bothering me the most were the intuitive messages I had been receiving that I didn’t want to hear. It’s true; when our intuition tells us something we don’t want to acknowledge, we’ll ignore it, and I was defiantly not paying attention.
What’s funny, however, is the irony of this; I was protesting the very Source of my intuition. Goddess was giving me all kinds of information, but *this* Leo didn’t want to listen! I was going to move forward with my plans even while the messages were clear that I couldn’t.
In hindsight, I think this was my “welcome to 2020” moment. This year has been awash for so many, and in so many different ways. But at the same time, I would argue that we’ve all gained something out of the madness – what my Virgo friend referred to as bullshit and magic If you can’t see what’s been gained, it may be a matter of reframing what currently is.
Yes, there is so much out of our control, which sucks and feels like total bullshit. However, my inner self knows what is true, and has been trying to help me stay on a true path. My intuition has grown stronger in the pandemic, leading me in the right direction – the best direction. I have become more trusting of myself, and that (for me, anyway) is something magical.
What can be reframed, redefined and reassessed in your own life as we move through the rest of this historic year? What messages from your intuition are you ignoring, if any? What nuggets of magic can you identify in the midst of the bullshit that is 2020? Things may not be a total wash after all.
Check your horoscopes below to see what’s in store for this week ahead, and don’t forget to read for your Ascendant sign too.
