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On Forgiveness...

1/28/2019

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“Forgiveness” has been a topic of conversation over these past few weeks with many clients and friends. Specifically, we have discussed what forgiveness means, what it is, and what it is not. In the last year, my personal understanding of forgiveness has changed drastically, maybe even more radically, and I believe that I am better for it. 
During the summer of 2017, I went through the end of a “situationship.” It was awful. I was angry, resentful, and had a hell of a time shaking both feelings. In fact, I was amazed at how angry and resentful I felt, frustrated that I could not move past these feelings no matter how much I prayed for the space to forgive. Frustrated that I was using up so much of my energy.
 
I literally googled “forgiveness” in a desperate attempt to find reprieve and stumbled upon a blog written by a friend called, “The Power of Unforgiveness.” In it, she wrote about a blog she too stumbled upon that listed the following three things as requirements for forgiveness: Confession, Repentance, and Penalty. Without a confession, repentance and penalty, forgiveness should not be granted. 
 
When I read this, it shifted my understanding of forgiveness entirely. Many spiritual and religious traditions teach the importance of turning the other cheek and forgiving others for wrongdoing; I agree that it is in our best interest to forgive, but not without the above-mentioned criteria. 
 
The blog continued that when we simply forgive without there having been an admittance of wrongdoing, we grant the other person a pass and pardon to continue to do harm. I would add that we are then forced to internalize and repress hurt experienced – hurt that will manifest itself in our bodies bringing physical, psychological and even relational symptoms of distress. 
 
Forgiveness must always begin with us – we must forgive ourselves first for any shame, guilt, and complicit behavior (if any) that led to hurt we have endured. To be quick to forgive others when there has been no offer of at least an apology, in my opinion, does more harm than good. 
 
Of course, there will be times when wrongdoing goes without confession, repentance, and penalty, and we must find a way to heal anyway. Holding onto hurt while waiting for an apology never received is also harmful. In these situations, it is still important to express anger and resent, and to hold the wrongdoer accountable for their actions even if it goes without penalty. If that is the best that we can do to release what we can, then so be it.
 
I believe in the power of forgiveness. I also believe in the power of unforgiveness. I believe that we are human beings capable of carrying trauma that leads to more trauma, whether it be hidden or beneath the surface. I believe that everyone’s journey toward forgiveness will be unique. What has been your journey toward forgiveness?
3 Comments
Lisa Griggs
1/28/2019 08:10:07 am

Tracey, thank you for this. I am told constantly I need to forgive my father for some things. It’s complicated. This has made me feel so much better on so many levels.
My parents were divorced and my mom a nurse. She had lung cancer and my only sister, my moms friends, family and my dad chose to lie to my mom about how severe her disease was. They deprived everyone of the processes my mom needed to go through and the rest of us the honesty and what closure could be had. I never lied to my mom at any time in my life. She was not perfect but she was so very loved. She always told my sister and I that we would be the ones that had medical power of attorney because we would do what she wanted not what we thought was best for her like her 2 siblings. I cannot believe we were raised in the same house by the same woman. I have lost friends because I choose not to forgive.
Again thank you from the bottom of my heart.

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T.C.
1/28/2019 08:57:02 am

Tracey, thank you for this. I so needed this today, I will try it and see where it goes for me because the energy draining, confusing, emotional rollercoaster ride needs to end in my life and this might help me get off that ride on onto a new and improved ride.

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Nat
1/28/2019 11:04:43 am

I find you VERY courageous to share such an intimate and painful experience in an attempt to empower others and their emotional health. :-*

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